tako:

I could always tell the day he would come

I could tell when he was tired

I could tell when he was hungry

I could tell when he was being lustful

I could tell when he used people

I could tell when he was drunk

I could tell when he hadn’t showered

I could tell when he was bored

I couldn’t tell what he did with the rest of his life

I couldn’t tell how many times he’s been arrested

I couldn’t tell how many tattoos were on his skin

I couldn’t tell when he had his eyes on me

I couldn’t keep out of his sight

I couldn’t tell him a secret

I couldn’t sleep alone

I couldn’t keep the door locked

I couldn’t keep him out of my room

I couldn’t tell him to get out

I couldn’t wake anyone up

I couldn’t get him from getting in my bed

I couldn’t tell him no

I couldn’t move

I couldn’t get him to stop what he had already started

I couldn’t get him from putting his hand into my pants

I couldn’t kick him in the crotch

I couldn’t breath

I couldn’t scream

I couldn’t move away

I couldn’t stop sweating

I couldn’t fight back the tears

I couldn’t think of a happy place

I couldn’t get away from this place

Its moments like these when girls feel defenseless. In this moment I thought I COULDN’T do anything. On the contrary I could have done everything in my power to have prevented this. I was only 12 and there was no excuse for me to have done something. I’m not too hard on myself,because I always know this happened for a reason. The hardest obstacles we face are the obstacles we will be most proud of having overcome.

its ppl who release, that put the real world on the spot, and not what THEY want us to believe it is