immortalsoul:

Today’s DINOSAURS!!!! did you guys know that the word dinosaur means “terrible lizzard” in greek? it’s amaizing because you know what that means? dinosaurs still exsist today!! people just don’t want to except that because we have been brainwashed to believe that dinosaurs were these scarry beasts that died millions of years ago. I have decided i will break appart my long evolution vs intelligent design paper and present each idea in separate blogs XD I just find the topic incredibly amazing!! so yea, Dinosaurs! if you guys turn your Bibles to Job chapter 40 it talks about this creature God calls behemoth he describes his tale to be like a swinging cedar. some bibles at the foot notes suggest it might refer to an elephant or a hippo…. but have you guys seen a elephants and a hippo’s tail?!?!?!?!?! its a freaking string!!! lol it’s not like a cedar tree at all! the world simply can’t accept the possiblilty of dinosaurs living amoungst humans. YES DINOSAURS LIVED WITH HUMANS!!!!!!!! as of day six humans and dinosaurs exsisted together!!! on the sixth day God created ALL animals and humans in His image. And if you continue to read Genisis it talks about how God gave all his creatures GREEN PLANTS to eat. Earth was PERFECT before the fall, there was no death. It was only untill after the fall that we were permitted to eat meat, yet still that doesn’t mean dinosaurs ate meat. Just because an animal has sharp teeth doesn’t mean they are meat eaters, take the panda and the fruit bat as examples. Also if we think about it, many lizards today eat flies and insects. Another interesting fact is that the average size of a prehistoric dinosaur was only the size of a deer i believe. there was giant ones but they were vegetarians. Interestingly there have been several cave paintings found with drawings of animals that looks strangly like dinosaurs. The press doesn’t really talk about them but they exsist! In fact there was this one cave they found of an ancient tribe. inside they saw drawings of pterodactyls. Later on they discovered that that mountain was a nesting grounds for thoes very dinosaurs! But we have been taught that dinosaurs have been dead for millions of years. The problem is that millions of years doesn’t not fit in with the Bible. And interestingly a group of creationists offered to pay thousands of dollars to scienists to carbon date dinosaur bones, and they refused!! because they knew that the date would be far too young to what is accepted. I will discuss the age of the earth and carbon dating in a later blog. They are both fasinating! and the facts keep comming!! They have found dinosaur bones with soft tissue and blood cells in them!!!! notice how these things never make the media… it’s incredible guys! i love dinosaurs!!! hahah oh and something else to ponder. Job 41 describes another creature called the leviathan… the descricptions fit that of DRAGONS!!!!! there was a fossil of a dragon-like creature in an ocean near china!! how else did the chinese get their dragon legends????????????? All of this if FACT. Look it up if you don’t believe me.

Think about it! XD

Path Painted White and Clean. 

Take that look what lies beneath

It’s hard these days. 

Feeling paralyzed I cannot move forward along this path, nor that one. Standing still my feet get colder as they rest on the concrete. Rest as in motionless, they still hurt from the rocks beneath. I tell my mind “Go that way!” It does, but my body goes another. 

It is dragged by the people I live with. It is torn by the actions THEY live with. They live with what they believe to be alright, by what they believe is pleasure without consequence. POOR PEOPLE OF THIS EARTH that .. I Love. I hate you! Why do you torture me like this? 

If you could hear my screaming in these words, THAT PATH IS ONLY PAINTED WHITE! PLEASE!  … PLEASE PLEASE!!! Look! LOOK! whats underneath…

It ends, i promise you that. It ends…

It’s been a while since i last posted anything on Tumblr. I hope the few of you who kept up to date with my posts keep doing so. Maybe you are that person who hopes for a new post when you log on to yours.

Well, as i return to the Blogging epidemic as a blogger myself (but with a greater purpose), i looked at a certain post i named. Where’s the Key.  

Now… at first I could not remember when or if even I did write that. I thought to myself “who’s profound words did i steel these from?”  But as I kept reading, I would recall each sentence and how the words were mine. 

I came to realize, not that I thought of myself as a good writer. No, not that, but that how I have come to waste talent. How I have wasted time, when I could be using this talent for a better purpose. I have been rotting my brain. But no more, no longer shall I let that happen. I am back… again!

“and this real,  its impossible if possible.  At who’s blind word”

When does it cease to continue? The ride into chaos and the trenches we sometimes find ourselves in, and for when? What is the answer i pray you let me discover. Free me from the fathom i have fallen into, and that i cannot climb out myself.

It resides beside me, constantly beating and scratching on the walls I have built inside me to keep it out. Serves no use, when all i can hear are the screeches and whispers that echo over the top. Left open wide, i thought i would make way for when I fly far far away. When it rains, it buries me deeper in the dirt i have brought in.

The only door in or out, is locked. Where’s the key? Rumors tell you are the answer, my salvation. I believe it, but how do i make the whispers stop? How do i rest with the beating and scratching at my ear?

Where’s the key? I need to know…

Advances
- In which direction though?
+ Either way, they end up positively in one perspective to a few people, but negatively to others -
- Do i engage?
= The outcome will be in balance, but which do i want and need?

Advancing
- I had grown accustomed to the waiting game. I waited for the necessary tools to be placed in my hands. In my hands i’ve begun to create. I’ve created the will to do and become everything i wanted.

Advanced
- TBA

I’m in one of the most complicated situations in LIFE, relationship wise. I’m talking about, a decision that can go any which way up or down, good or bad.

I was asked, “who am i interested in?” one night, and my answer was KEY. I responded with, im interested in more than one girl. Which is true to every person out there, but i decided to name one girl, that wasn’t in the room, and in front of one girl that was which i was also interested in. Best Friends none the less… You dnt even have to say anything, cuz i know where i went wrong.

One of the girls, she puts up this wall. She knows it, but walls can only keep one out for so long. I really don’t think she knows yet, but i’m the kind of person who believes walls keep people out from something more beautiful than what lies on the side we currently stand. Letting me in, will not change a thing anymore. “you dont have to be afraid of what i will become after, i assure you things will still be the way you want them to be”. I respect your opinion.

Another one of the girls, has no wall. Openly she accepted. I cannot compare her to other girls i have met either. But she is quiet at times, makes me wonder what goes on.

If theres any way this can result neutral between them and i, then ill gladly make that choice.
Their relationships, i can tell are worth sacrificing for. Gut feeling?

What do you (both the girls) think about that?

tako:

I could always tell the day he would come

I could tell when he was tired

I could tell when he was hungry

I could tell when he was being lustful

I could tell when he used people

I could tell when he was drunk

I could tell when he hadn’t showered

I could tell when he was bored

I couldn’t tell what he did with the rest of his life

I couldn’t tell how many times he’s been arrested

I couldn’t tell how many tattoos were on his skin

I couldn’t tell when he had his eyes on me

I couldn’t keep out of his sight

I couldn’t tell him a secret

I couldn’t sleep alone

I couldn’t keep the door locked

I couldn’t keep him out of my room

I couldn’t tell him to get out

I couldn’t wake anyone up

I couldn’t get him from getting in my bed

I couldn’t tell him no

I couldn’t move

I couldn’t get him to stop what he had already started

I couldn’t get him from putting his hand into my pants

I couldn’t kick him in the crotch

I couldn’t breath

I couldn’t scream

I couldn’t move away

I couldn’t stop sweating

I couldn’t fight back the tears

I couldn’t think of a happy place

I couldn’t get away from this place

Its moments like these when girls feel defenseless. In this moment I thought I COULDN’T do anything. On the contrary I could have done everything in my power to have prevented this. I was only 12 and there was no excuse for me to have done something. I’m not too hard on myself,because I always know this happened for a reason. The hardest obstacles we face are the obstacles we will be most proud of having overcome.

Just sit and think for a moment, what will be the consequences?

Just do it..